DAY THIRTY TWO ~ MEETING THIRTY TWO
PROGRESS NOT PERFECTION
Progress is actually something I can see in myself today. As far as the food goes, I am not doing so well. Not awful, but okay. I don't know if it is just that time in the pregnancy that I am starving or if I am making it up in my head. In any case, I do see progress in me in other places.
The last couple of days, I have been giving up my will to HP… finally really doing it and meaning it. And in those last couple of days, I have been much more patient with my children and able to stifle my anger and work through it in other ways rather than taking it out on them. I have been able to talk reasonably with my husband and to not get over excitable about silly things. I feel free!
I have been able to make time to spend with my HP each day. This has been quality time… not just throwing a quick prayer out there saying all the same things. I have really been able to get things off my mind and express my thoughts and feelings to Him. This has made a huge difference in me. So much so that there is no way I would let anything get between me and my HP tomorrow or the next day, etc. I really feel the progress deep within me.
Until tomorrow ~
I'm Kim
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