DAY THIRTY ~ MEETING THIRTY
MY PURPOSE
The topic from the meeting today came from In God's Care, May 19. It said:
"Today I will remember that I am necessary to others, that my life is not an accident, and that God has a purpose for me."
I wonder what in the world God's purpose for me could possibly be. Lately, I have been feeling very inadequate in my life. I stay home with the kids, do a little selling on ebay, clean and go to bed. I get up the next morning and do the same thing all over again. Can this really be what I am destined to do? I am frustrated with my life right now.
I am necessary to my kids and I know my life is not an accident. God must have some reason for me being here, but I am one of those people that wants it spelled out and of course, I want this right now! I feel like I need that instant gratification still. Now it is just in a form other than food. I completely believe that God knows exactly how many days I have on this earth and what my future plans are, but how I go about getting there may be different than what He has planned if I don't pay attention to His messages. And where I am still having trouble is making sure I am getting the messages He is sending me.
Until tomorrow ~
I'm Kim
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