DAY FOURTEEN ~ MEETING FOURTEEN
UNIQUENESS
My meeting today had a topic from the Recovery Devotional Bible. It said:
"By working the twelve steps we are joining a vast, worldwide "choir" of people who are eternally grateful to their Higher Power. But we are also discovering our unique place in that choir, that is our own special contribution to this big world that God has given us."
I love this feeling of being "a part of." It is something I am not sure that I have really felt before. A part of me always feels like I am on the outside even if everyone treats me as a part of the group. Even now at meetings I think, "oh, I wonder if anyone is paying attention to my share?" or "I wonder if people talk about me behind my back." This is my sick thinking. I know in my heart that everyone accepts me in this program.
I still have no idea what unique place I have, but I am sure at some point, God will guide me to it. I have to have faith that He will or what is the point of being here on this earth? I keep telling myself that God has me exactly where I am supposed to be at this moment. For now, that has to be enough.
Until tomorrow ~
I'm Kim
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