DAY TWELVE ~ MEETING TWELVE
What does "going to any lengths in keeping my abstinence" mean to you?
I have thrown myself into this program and sometimes I wonder if it's possible to do too much. Going to any length means giving it all up to God. Right now, I am going to at least one meeting a day, sharing on all my email loops, reading from the AA Big Book or OA literature or both and constantly praying for God's will to be done and not mine. Sometimes, I think I go and go and go too much. HP isn't telling me to slow down, though, so I must be doing okay.
Today, I went and got myself some new OA literature that I have been wanting, along with some new music to listen to while I am online. This is a big step for me, because if I am not over-eating, I am over-spending. I was testing myself, I think, but it was important to get the literature ordered. This was a "great length" that I went to just today. I could have very easily spent all of the money in my checking account in a very short period of time. I am finding this program working in all areas of my life. It's incredible!
Until tomorrow ~
I'm Kim
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